Hiya

Heya Dude!

The Isle of Wight was far better the second time around! The weather was a little doddgy, well I thought it was cold so as you can well imagine Erin must have been freezing. Saw Osbourne house which was really really really cool!! Plus attamepted to walk to Bembridge along the coast to check out the big windmill that is there, although we never made it, only as far as St Helens as we didn't think we'd get back in time to get our bus and ferry.

Its very normal to be unsure of what you want to do with your life. As I've told you before, I know people in their 40s who are dealing with the very same thing. Most people do it three or four times in their lifetime -so don't feel bad.

You know I am always here to listen no matter what you have to say. But you have to at least say it. Right now it doesn't seem likely, but you'll eventually wake up one morning and go 'to hell with all of them, this is my life' and you'll get out there and claim your life back.

We just had pizza for tea. All the staff. It was kinda odd. No guests for dinner. Tomorrow night there is no one in house!! The 13 guests we have all check out tomorrow. The nights after that, maybe two people then it's back to having no one. Cripes that's scary.

I am off to my room, haven't been up there since I left at like 8:30 this morning. Sighs, I feel like I'm miles from home, even though I live in the same god damn building!!

Take care mate and rest assured, other than all the HAs collapsing of exhaustion, things are fine here. In all seriousness, we are okay and you will be too.

Rachael :-)