An Hour and a Half to go

Hello,

I've spent most of the day sitting at Janet's desk trying to wade through the truckload of e-mails which came in over the festive season. Answering questions about HA positions is starting to get a little old. Still preferable to the front office though so I shouldn't complain. I am resting, mostly. I intend to spend the evening quietly to myself. I know going to the movies and the Walkabout (that part not planned) wasn't the worlds greatest idea, but I am trying to figure out where my place is here. I am trying to keep as involved with the HAs as possible. I need to feel like I am still a part of something because I feel lonely enough as it is. If I isolate myself too much it will be a bad thing. I've already missed out on a stack of 'bonding' with these guys. They laugh about things which happened while I was gone and I feel left out. I don't want that to happen too much. Yeah, it wasn't a smart idea all things considered. But I rugged up. If that's any consolation.

Finally my fourth day of training is over. One more standard day and that's it. One day off, One day of training, one day off and then five again. I can do it....I probably should rest. I'll read a book. Hey I might even start Bleak House!!

Okay going now!!!

Rachael :-)